5/31/06

I am living up to the title of my blog quite well now. I am just sucking it up hardcore these past couple days.

I played the $55k today and was rocking a 70k stack with 140 players left when I got 1010 in last posistion. I raise, guy pushes and I think about it, decide he is on tilt and call. Everybody and their brothers knew he had jacks and when I didn't improve I was left with 12k chips. Now there is 137 people left and 135th gets $70. I can stall and make it to the money but I decide it would be sick if I pushed the rest in with A10s because I FUCKING PLAY TO WIN. Right, guy calls with AK and I lose.

I'm actually quite good at MTTs but I really need to focus like I did today in the $55k and not fuck up. I'm not going to play cash games for a bit because I really did blow quite a bit of money doing that. I'm just going to play the $1-3 Micro tournies and hopefully have another big cash like I did last time.

Everybody is doing this $$$ in a month deal so I figure I should as well. I am going to win $5,000 in the month of June. It seems like a lot because I've never made that much but I really think that I can do it. I'm playing quite a bit latly and if I don't screw up, I'll be golden.

I've got some money on "Everst Poker" as well. And by some money, I mean more than half of my entire BR. The cash games there are super easy, like hard-core people suck.

I might even decide to go to work tomorrow...We'll see. 2 hours in a way good?

Starting RIGHT now I will make $5,000.

Starting BR: $89 on Everst. $81 on Stars.

TOTAL: $170