I am decently close to crying.

I can't take this anymore. I finally have a good internet connection and am ready to play 20 hours a day but just take beat after beat. I know it happens- I run good in the grand scheme of things but boy, this is brutal.

At this point, I think I'm playing about a B-. I can't stop though, I really want/need/should/could alsdkfjsldkfds cash. I feel like a degenerate. I've been playing 20 hours today and like 60 of the last 90.