Oct 26th: 25 seconds ago I was happy.

And then this happened.

Full Tilt Poker Game #8669449532: Table Paid (heads up) - $5/$10 - No Limit Hold'em - 13:02:39 ET - 2008/10/26
Seat 1: Ricky_Travel ($2,524)
Seat 2: SILVERSURFER123 ($937)
Ricky_Travel posts the small blind of $5
SILVERSURFER123 posts the big blind of $10
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Ricky_Travel [Th Tc]
Ricky_Travel raises to $20
SILVERSURFER123 raises to $100
Ricky_Travel has 15 seconds left to act
Ricky_Travel raises to $278
SILVERSURFER123 raises to $937, and is all in
Ricky_Travel calls $659
SILVERSURFER123 shows [7s 9s]
Ricky_Travel shows [Th Tc]
*** FLOP *** [Qs 8s Kh]
*** TURN *** [Qs 8s Kh] [5h]
*** RIVER *** [Qs 8s Kh 5h] [3s]
SILVERSURFER123 shows a flush, Queen high
Ricky_Travel shows a pair of Tens
SILVERSURFER123 wins the pot ($1,873.50) with a flush, Queen high
Ricky_Travel: so sick
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $1,874 | Rake $0.50
Board: [Qs 8s Kh 5h 3s]
Seat 1: Ricky_Travel (small blind) showed [Th Tc] and lost with a pair of Tens
Seat 2: SILVERSURFER123 (big blind) showed [7s 9s] and won ($1,873.50) with a flush, Queen high



You can probably tell where in my writing I got owned.

No, I didn’t win the 100r last night and started to run bad playing donks at 5/10 (yes, everybody is a donk. Including Brian Townsend who I took for $200.) The good news is that I don’t really care at all. I used to hate losing a buy-in…now I want nothing less to sit there and play the guy until I get all my money back plus his. I think this a decently good thing.
I’m heading back to my parents house in Davis at noon. Going to do a little hike with my Mom and hopefully find some boulders to do some rock climbing on. Then doing some sushi with a buddy and tomorrow I’m going to South Lake Tahoe for even more hiking and rock climbing.

God, so so so sick. I own this fucking donk, getting all my money back and then this.
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