blahda poop blda poop. I played for 3 hours today, built my stacks on $100 NL huge and then decided it would be a good idea to dump it all! YAYAYAYAYYAYAY. I hate it. Why can't I just not be an idiot? I lied, look at PT it looks like I lost about $100 so go me. Almost back on track. No more poker today but I'm going to wake up at 7 again tomorrow and hopefully rock it out and bust out another 1k hands. We'll see.

A goal: (yeah...right.)

Alright, if you read this (nobody does) then you know I have been sucking latly. To counter that suckage and get me back on track, I am going to set up a goal for myself. I am going to play 500 hands a day or 3500 a week, of $50 NL on either Stars or Party. I want to make sure I maintain Silver Star on Stars so I am going to play there until I get get that. I am also going to play the 6-max tourny on Stars whenever I can. I cashed two times in that, once getting 2nd so I'm pretty

9/25/06

BALLS. This is what I would call a downswing of major suckage. I played well for about a month but am now getting back into my old suckage days. BALLS.

9/24/06

I continued to play bad after that post. I am down about $700 in the past 6 days. Not horriable because I won the $800 in a tourny but I also took out $1k to invest so I'm not looking too hot. Going to focus. GOING TO FOCUS

9/22/06

I have been doing well over the past week, but not good enough. I am not focusing enough. I need to quit doing bad things, go to bed earlier and concentrate more. I am going to play for 4 or 5 hours today. Just ROCK the fucking $100 NL on Party and Stars. FUCKING ROCK IT. I'm not sure why I try to do anything else.

Tournies are fun but I really, really need to pick the right tournies at the right time and be ready to play for a long time and concentrate. I'm getting there. I think I've made about 1.5k since my last post but I cashed out quite a bit to trade some stocks. Right now, thats not going so well. I want to sell so I can just put it in a mutal fund and not worry about it.

Anyway, I have a test in 20 mins that I havn't stuided for. I really need to get on my school shit, hardcore style.

9/11/06

$1,000 will be $2,000. $2,000 will be $4,000. $4,000 to $10,000 and $10,000 to $50,000. I will make a lot of fucking money. Period.

9/11/06

Alright, going to get serious again so watch out all you Party $100 NL players. I am going to try and play A LOT of hands. Going to stop the bad things and focus on pet projects, school and poker. Fuck partying too much, it fucks up my schedule too much and is not worth it. So some tournies on Stars and $100 NL on Party. Going to deposit a full $1k to start me up.
Wish me luck!